confused

real bummer. coz i can't use the net & pc for more than three hours! is that even possible for me? i mean. my dad proposed that rule already before, i mean before he left for africa. and my sister and i thought that we could just cheat our way out. like. we won't tell them that we used the net for more than three hours, we didn't know that it would be plotted down on the bill. crap. so now. parang. nkabantay cla samen. just because of the freakin bill! i hate globeliness. *sigh*

so yeah. just finished my layout. but i wan't to place a counter, cute smileys, icons, and my own Q&A [just because everybody has it. haha]. and i have to make my site look more creative. for me it looks dull, plain and boring. waaaaaa. but i love the songs. hehe. i do have a hard time getting in blogger.com no freakin idea why. is 8 because of our connection? ooohhh. how i adore net cafes. especially the ones with speakers & headphones. lolz.

nothing exciting happened to day. sorry. lolz. and yeah. before i really say g'nyt to you all. hmmm.

there's a war goin on inside my head. whether i should tell you guys about this secret life of mine. or should i just refrain from revealing everything here [in my blogsite], coz of the fear that someone close to me, or someone who knows me from school will read this and then find out this secret thing about me.

only my h.s barkada, best friend, sister, kuia, some of my online friends & 3 of my college friends ang may alam bout this.

should i spill? or keep the skeletons in my closet?